Revisiting the garden again had almost as powerful effect on me as the first visit. There was something about being in nature that weekend that made it so easy to just stay in the moment of the dream and really ponder the depth of its meaning. It seemed every tree I saw or each encounter with the wildlife was a direct interaction and personal message from God. This vision like the first one was far more detailed than I can justly express in writing and I saw far more of the Garden then just the areas I have written about.
The Garden Experience had become my most cherished blessing and I felt I had reached a level of joy and self acceptance that I had never dreamed possible. I had such a love of self and others, everything that I encountered throughout the day seemed to remind me of who I was and what I was to become. Simple details of everyday life touched me and I found that I felt others joy and pain before they even expressed it outwardly. I was experiencing the highest level of inspiration and joy I had ever felt in my life. I would think I am as inspired as I can possibly be and then something new would come to me or I would receive another piece of the vision and again I would find myself soaring over a new peak. I can truly say I have never felt more in touch with God or my Angels than I did during that year, 2002. I would rush to therapy to go over the details of these new visits to the Garden with Margaret. She got it. She seemed to feed on the excitement and inspiration of the dream as well. This amazing level of inspiration felt to good to be true but also seemed on a constant climb with no limit to the level of consciousness and inspiration I was being allowed to receive. I found myself almost continually in deep thought and it was one of the deepest years of my life.
11/6/02
2 comments:
2002 Was your "view from the mt" year. I had a year like that once, and a decade later found myself bemoaning to a close friend why I couldn't always have such spiritual experiences like "back then." My friend told me that God gives us "views from the Mt." periodically throughout our life, where we see vast horizons and potential and feel motivated to do good because we truly KNOW WHO WE ARE. But we have to come back down the mt. and live life down in the valley, where it is hard to see sometimes. But the view from the mt., especially if recorded like your is, can help us our whole life to remember what possibilties are before us and what we can do, even if we are having a hard time of it in the valley smog below.
I echo Char's sentiments. I haven't checked this blog for awhile so I have some catching up to do!
PS - you've been blog blitzed by Tiffany
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